Scratches 11 October 2011

Cool, that's beyond the outside atmosphere tonight will either rainor not, the night for me includes a quiet night, either, usually I passed every night almost the same as tonight, but do not know why this night was different very quiet.

My Mobile only incoming messages from my college friends whowould take the contents of our struggle for our education,

When I started browsing the interneti dont know why too lazy to open up social networking to I might get bored or anything, I'm afraid to see things that do not want me see, let alone like a dreamlast night that it makes sense to me but very sad.

It occurred to me to make the task to be collected later Thursday,but either there is no slightest intention to do it.And now I just sit in front of my laptop writing this entry while listening to mellow songs that can float me  in the lyrics ,in fact I do not want hear mellow song because this tear will fall, but somehow tonight I'd love to float in the atmosphere this silence.
And the rain came down, complete all 

09.10.11

what a NICE date .
yeahh , one of nice date in this year , althought my life today is not so good as the date, thanksfull for my GOD that give me a life . many people having celebrations for today or make this day begin a unforgettable date for their life . like a marry ceremonial or say love to people that his or her love , but its not happen with my life , i just stay at home , without anything !!! but in my heart i hope i have a happiness like others

Only GOD :)

sekarang aku hanya bisa pasrah sama ALLAH dengan semua keadaan ini , semua kenyataan dan semua masalah dalam hidup ini pastinya akan aku hadapi dan aku terima karena aku percaya ALLAH selalu dan senantiasa ada disamping aku ngejaga aku dan membimbingku .

ALLAH satu-satu nya yang MAHA AGUNG dalam hidupku :)

HAPPY WEEKEND

weekend is COMING :)


HAPPY WEEKEND !!!

i really loVe weekend , cause it no studies no traffics no duties , no , no , and no things that  really bored !!!
hahaha , sometimes   I ever thought what if every time is weekend !!!  BUT IN FACE OUR LIFE MUST BE BALANCE :) YEAAHHH


in the weekend i can take a rest for long, longg , and looongg time , i can forget all the things that i hate , i can gather wif my fams or my besties , all of people that care with me , . weekend also can use as a refresher for our life before we begin our activiesin the next SUNDAY !!!


in conclusion this week better that before 




I LOVE YOU WEEKEND !!!!

TEN TO FIVE -YOU-

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times

You... I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying

You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down

MONDAY

yaachhh actually i am VERY VERY AND VERY HATE MONDAY !!!!!!!!!! why cause in monday all of my activities was begin , welll if my activities is exciting is no problem , but my activities is VERY VERY BORED . !!! in MONDAY i always hope FRIDAY will COME QUICKLY , althought my WEEKEND not so special but i really hope it will come QUICKLY because i really love it when i can together will all of my families . my friends and him but NOT with the PEOPLE that can damage my MOODD :)

yeeaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh arrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and its MONDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! VERY VERY HATE IT SO DEEPPPP !!!!!!!!!!!

GODDDD !!! i hope this week CAN FINISHED QUICKLY !!!!
PLEASE KEEP MY MOODD !!!!
and FRIDAY !!! HURRY UP PLEASEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE HELL LYRIC

You say that I’m messing with your head (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All ’cause I was making out with your friend (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts whether it’s right or wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can’t stop ’cause I’m having too much fun (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You’re on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I’ve been good but now, I’m thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don’t really care about
If you love me, if you hate me, you can’t save me, baby, baby
All my life I’ve been good but now, whoa, what the hell

What… what… what… What the hell?

So what if I go out on a million dates (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don’t get me wrong. I just need some time to play-ay (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You’re on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I’ve been good but now, I’m thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don’t really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can save me, baby, baby
All my life I’ve been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la la la la la la la… Woah… Woah…
La la la la la la la la… Woah… Woah…

You say that I’m messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I’m messing with you in bed

All my life I’ve been good but now, I’m thinking what the hell (what the hell)
All I want is to mess around and I don’t really care about (I don’t care about)
All my life I’ve been good but now, I’m thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don’t really care about. (if you love me)
If you love me (no), if you hate me (no)
You can save me, baby, baby (if you love me)
All my life I’ve been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la, La la la la la la, La la, La la la la la la la

iseng.iseng

waww long time no see my blog , i miss it so deep , many things tht i hve been done few day ago , is't so colorful i guess , there many laughs , tears, smile , and etc , you know that i got wht i want , but it didnt run well , you know that i m so confuse now , i confuse with my life , sure i can managed my life by my self , i hated it really really damn, no i do what the things that i wanna do , i didnt care with wht people think about me now , that i know , i enjoy my life , only that i wann , you know i have a goal that i havent been yet , but i really have its will be a truth when i have finish my boarding house. i things that all for now , happy saturday night all , i miss my black hero :)

YOU

If you know what I feel now, I really miss. until now I still love him so much, in the sense of regret that now I feel, for some reason what a fool I let you easily, which I have always wanted.

YOU

I've never fallen in love as deep as this. I know you're sincere, out of nowhere but I strongly believe in the love of you, but people do not know, why do people always see you from your background I know it's bad, I know all the bad things about you, I know, but love is blind, I sincerely love you!

If one day you read this, you definitely know who I mean that you, who are very meaningful in my life, people are able to defeat my mind, a different person completely different way of thinking is completely different, the way you treated me, the way you who respect me!


Only you! well, it's just you who dare to oppose my words only you who can make this mouth will silence your words are all very logical, without being able to be opposed. Just you in my heart, only you can melt the heart of this, only you can make it so loose laughter, life is so beautiful, only you are very romantic, you could just taught me how to be a complete woman, just you! !

I know all this time you strive to be the best for me, I know you try to accept me as it is with all faults with all its limitations, with all its weaknesses, I'm sorry that did not return all the good things from you, instead I do not accept what is, but I wish you were better than ever.
I really really regret it. suppose there is time to repeat again. I will fix everything

I love you. 
I miss you. 
I love you.
I want to be the owner of your heart (again). 
I want to become the first woman you loved ones after your family.
I would like someday to open and close each eye near you.
I want to be your companion in heaven.
I want you! 


you 2010

because you loved me by celine dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

march ist 2011

first day in march of 2011.
bissmilahirrahmanirrahim.
today it like usual , nothing so special . today was beginning with rainy , its so cold but wonderfull , i like it so damn, it can make our mind comfort and forget all things that i wanna to forget for while.
i really hope this month can be better that other months that i've .
hope this month full of colour laughing and happiness.
no tears no fighting ,

thx.

just typing, not so important.

i know that all people wanna get all the best things for their life , well , to get the best things i know that we must hve good effort , but sometimes we don't know with other or we don't care with other, hve you ever think tht what you do ever border other or hurt other ? .i know that its hurt us if when we were sad but nobody care. but its very  very hurt if when we were happy without others too, lets think other ,

first note :)

bissmilahirrahmanirrahim :)

my first note at my first blog.

hope this blog useful for me and useful for all people that looking it :)

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GOD willing , i will reply it :)

thanks ;)